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Post by ceilo on Jan 6, 2010 21:39:22 GMT -5
YOU ARE THE DARK OCEAN BOTTOM AND I AM THE FAST SINKING ANCHOR
[/b] This was probably as festive as it got around Sebastion house, he hadn’t put up anything for Christmas but now he had practically a pin-up girl sprawled out on his bed, not that he was complaining, not at all. It was made so plain and clear with Lily, it wasn’t like an awkward arrangement. Not like when you take a girl out to dinner and she feels obliged to come back to your place, where she seems giddy and uncomfortable. Anxious almost to leave, with Lily it was black and white. Simply because she didn’t feel obliged to anyone or anything. She’d let you know when she was not a supporter of the activities and when she was. And it wasn’t like when Sebastion woke up he’d have to say an unsure goodbye, then cast the girl off like she was nothing. Chances where he’d wake up after Lily, who would have made herself completely at home, Dom would be running around like a mad-man. And he’d smile sleepily at her, then she’d make some smart remark, and the whole ordeal would start over. He liked it that way, so lacking in complication. All relationships should be based off of Lily and Sebastion's, because in reality, there’d be less problems in the world.
Of course Sebastion’s eyes where fixated on the luscious curves of her body, in the light harsh shadows made her seem smaller than reality, the dark shadows accenting the sharp angles of her face. The slight pressure of her arms pulled him forward slightly, hovering dangerously over her, the pinch he felt on the back of his head from her fingers playing in his hair. It was always so curios when in opposing situations a pinch is uncomfortable, but in a situation that is favorable a pinch is almost pleasurable. Goosebumps rose on his skin and he couldn’t help himself but smile when she separated from him but made well enough sure the flesh on their head still touched. She had her own shy smile, her cheeks still flushed with color. It was juvenile for her to be embarrassed, but still it was cute to see her getting all worked up over Sebastion’s unchecked stare, with the hand he had pressed into her vertebrae he allowed his fingertips to trail up her side, and cradle the bridge of her neck.
As her fingers played at the buttons of his shirt, then began to undo them with a practiced eased Sebastion smirked, of course a button up would be no problem for Lily to take off. And wasn’t it only fair that Sebastion comply to the dress cod, which was next to nothing. And if things continued as such would soon require you to be naked, completely naked. Now, if it wasn’t obvious enough. With Sebastion being a matured man, he was aroused instantly at the sight of a girl, in his room, on his bed, in nothing but themed lingerie. Of course if he hadn’t of been, there might have been something a little askew about his sexuality. And now, as she slowly undressed him, he couldn’t help but get even more excited. At least he was aware there was nothing wrong about him. When Lily’s hands encased his face, and her lips pressed against his, there was a certain wanting in them. The intensity of her lips increased, these weren’t the little pecks they often shared out and about. She pushed against him, and naturally Sebastion pushed her back, his own fingers fumbled to finish what she had left off, of course he worked at a quicker pace. Not trying to prolong the clinging shirt sticking to his body. Tilting his chin toward the ceiling as she trailed softly up his neck. ”Well Lily, I do try.” he proclaimed as she stressed how nice he had been for the year. Sadly this was not a true fact, Sebastion had been less than nice, but Santa didn’t have to know about this little false statement. As she began away from him, he scowled. Not in an angry way, just displeased. Thinking the game was over when in reality it had only just begun. She was just making herself more comfortable (in a way that was dangerously sexy). She seemed to sink into the white down comforter, and it folded up around her legs, that looked impossibly long.
”Did he say that? Well, then I‘m afraid my streak of being nice is over, and I want you to be aware that you‘ll be the reason I end my streak.” he accused with a mock irritation, he had been done with the buttons on his shirt for awhile now, and he cast off the useless thing letting it fall into a bundle on the hardwood, right beside her heels. Following after Lily, he crawled onto the mattress. His hand moved from her ankle, to her calve. The rest of him in check. He pulled himself up over her, resting his weight on his elbow, his legs aligned beside her’s, and his chest hovering above her own. It took an extreme amount of balance to stay aligned on a single elbow, with the ever shifting cushion below, but he managed. With a palm resting precariously on her thigh, his thumb rubbing circles into her leg just underneath the veil of the hem of her skirt. The white fluff bounced off his knuckle. ”Santa will be disappointed in you. You made one of his nicest participants convert. Tell me you do feel ashamed??” Sebastion chastised her, not allowing her anytime to answer before nodding his head to the side and press his lips to her’s. Parting his, so her’s would follow suit and his tongue slid past her lips, and rolled across her own. Kissing was funny almost, not as immediately pleasing at you’d like it too be, to aware of how the other person tasted and the equal sliminess of your mouth as the wet and dry parts overlapped. But it always became fun, finding what patterns you could trace, and how they’d react. Speaking of the technicalities of kissing, Sebastion found it funny how with some people it was almost a liability to kiss them intimately. They’d drowned you in saliva, which was frankly revolting. Or they might have a set of teeth they fondly used to chomp down of the tender flesh of your lip. Which lead you too have a preference when kissing someone in a more romantic way. And what Sebastion had found was that Lily had to be in the top five list for him. She didn’t bite, not hard anyway. And nothing was abnormal about the way she would comply. And an interesting notion would be, she always tasted curiously sweet. Like she’d just had chewed on a strip of gum, it was funny how you noticed such inadequate things.
Length: 1200 Notes: OH BABY! Wearing: i48.tinypic.com/2hpq6i8.jpg Music: Momentum BY The Hush Sound
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Post by lily ellanore gravestone on Jan 6, 2010 23:27:54 GMT -5
"Well then I guess it's a good thing that you have all year to make up for this little slip up isn't it?" She asked him playfully. The look in her eye said that she really wasn't too worried about the fact that Sebastian's nice list status was in danger. In fact she looked like she wanted to make sure that he was permantly banned from the nice list with no chance of ever getting back on it. Well she would be there right along with him. At least she woud be able to make sure that he didn't get lonely. Sebastian's attention was hers and hers alone, and it wasn't just because she was the only other person in the room either. Lily had a way with people. If she wanted your attention then she was going to have it but if she didn't want anything to do with you, then you would know that as well. Right now she was incredibly happy to just be with Sebastian and block out the rest of the world. She was just revelling in her senses right now, mainly touch. She loved the feel of the soft down comforter on her bare skin. She felt his hand on her ankle move slowly up her calve and she felt warmer as he leaned over her. They were getting so close. She wondered how much longer they were going to hold out. How long was the game going to last today. Would either of them be able to last a decent game of foreplay since they hadn't seen one another in a while. Then again, neither of them were one for losing so it could indeed go on for a while. The pressure from his thumb was stimulating. She leaned her head back and focused on the attention of her inner thigh. "Mmmm," she moaned softly before she had her attention brought back by his words.
Of course she wasn't going to be able to get any sort of response in. Both of them were the type of people to need the last word. So in order for him to get it he was going to have to make it so that she couldn't give any sort of response. She felt his lips move against hers and part. Her own lips mimicked his movements and she felt the kiss deepen. It was a nice to know that the two of them really didn't have to worry about making a mess out of something that was a simple kiss. Then again, it seemed like Sebastian as just an amazing kisser. She found herself trying to get closer to him, her arms winding around him once more and her hands playing with his hair.She loved the long hair. There was just something about long hair on a guy that was so attractive to her. Now that didn't mean all long hair. If it was getting longer then hers then she was not going to tolerate that and if it wasn't well taken care of or washed it was just plain gross. She was happy that the two men that she got to be so close with didn't fall into that category. She could literally spend hours laying next to either of them and stroking or playing with their hair. "Hmmm shouldn't it be you who should be ashamed? I mean look at what you're doing to one of Santa's little helpers. I don't remember anything like this in any of the Christmas specials or stories." She said turning it around on him. He could have very well said no or put on the tv and then just watched television with her. Lily would have walked around his apartment like this just for the hell of it. If she bought something, she wasn't going to just let it sit in her closet.
Lily was trying to form an idea of what she could do next to him. With her underneath him, she didn't have too many options. Then again, he was perched rather percariously on his one arm and she bet that it wouldn't take too much for her to change the possession of control once more. She pulled him into another kiss, a suitable distraction she thought. Waiting for the best time, she pushed against his arm so that he would be rolled onto his back before she got over him and straddled him. Her hands were on his shoulders effectively pinning himd own. She laughed a bit surprised that she was even able to do it in the first place, maybe he let her? Well either way she hoped that he didn't have any problems with the current arrangement, not that things ever stayed the same for long anyway. She grinned at him before taking off her hat and placing it over his eyes. She leaned over him to kiss him and her lips moved from his lips down the front of his throat and then her lips traced a line of kisses the lines created by the muscles on his torso. She retraced the lines back to his lips and kissed him once more and took off the hat that was covering his eyes. She pulled away and sat up again. "Well looks like I'm ahead of you in the clothing department. So tell me, wha comes off next? Or would you rather do it yourself?" Lily was trying to make this as enjoyable for him as she possibly could and she also wanted to make sure that he was in as much control as he wanted because after all this was supposed to be his Christmas present not hers.
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Post by ceilo on Jan 7, 2010 19:16:56 GMT -5
YOU GOT MY MIND IN THE GUTTER WHEN WE'RE TOUCHING ON EACHOTHER
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There was something mildly satisfying about a girl making any sort of noise, even if in a completely normal situation. A little gasp, or moan always got the blood pumping. Visual where nice too, and from this particular angle Sebastion couldn’t help but molest Lily’s body with his eyes. Not at all shy about it either, eye contact was always vital, but if you stared to intensely at them wouldn’t it seem almost absurd. Not to mention if there where vital other body parts so openly exposed, to stare at. So of course Sebastion couldn’t help but keep his prying eyes from wondering, away from her face. She was warm to the touch, he noticed. Which was probably due to the fact his hands where a good few degrees cooler than the flesh of her thigh. His palm easily covered a good half of her whole leg, she was thin, but not in an unhealthy way. Sebastion was pleased when she complied, allowing the soft of his tongue to mingle with her own. But not in such a way that he was suffocating her. It was a sequence of motions. Start of simple, with just a peck. Then proceed into the more intimate kiss, before reversing and ending it. Sebastion prided himself on being so well rehearsed.
When he felt her arms around him again, he allowed himself to lower further onto her. So she would not have to lift herself to be closer to him. Vaguely aware of her fingers knotting in his hair, pulling at the strands. Lily was always like this, ultimately obsessed with his hair. He did enjoy it though, having his head scratched was like the ultimate massage. He enjoyed the sensation from fingers running back through his hair, the soft of them rubbing against his scalp. But soon they parted, it was Lily’s turn to talk. A single brow rose, and Sebastion eyed her mischievously. ”You weren’t watching the good specials.” he informed her matter-of-factly. Lips touching against the arch of her neck, once, before trailing lightly across the fine line of her jaw bone. Stopping momentarily to correct her. "Besides, don't make me the bad one here. I can positively say I am the victim in this situation. And it's not exactly like you're fighting against me on this one." he was thoroughly satisifed with his logic. Of course if she decided she'd had enough of the little game they where playing and told Sebastion it was over. He would comply with a fake smile, and a case of blue balls. But he'd be a good spirit about it, or the best he could possibly be in the situation. Of course he didn’t have the opportunity to argue his case before she pulled him back, effectively rejoining their lips. During which point Sebastion chose this moment to slide his hand precariously up her leg. Before the entirety of his hand had been veiled by the fabric Lily was pushing against him. The force rolled him over onto his back, so now he sunk into the soft of the mattress. At first Sebastion was aware this might have been the cutoff point, and he could barely stand to hide his disappointment. But before he could protest Lily was placing herself neatly over him. Her legs splayed so they laid on either side of him.
He did not protest this arrangement, it was actually a desired one, he was not required to keep circus like balance on a single elbow. The pressure off his shoulder was welcome, and Lily was not at all a burden of pounds on top of him. She was evenly distributed on top of him. The soft cloth of her hat created a blindfold, in a red tinted darkness he felt the delicate flesh of her lips pucker on his, but they moved in a steady dotted line across his abdomen, before back tracking to his mouth. His hands had rested themselves on each of her adjacent legs. Just as soon as the blindfold had been put on, it was removed. A smirk played at his lips when she mentioned his clothing. In a fluid motion he gripped her lower arms. Not tenderly, but not in a harsh way either, just slightly demanding. Pulling her forward so her nose bumped against his. He could feel the slight tickle of her curls against the bare of his abdomen. The continues rise and fall of her chest pressed against his, and the heat of her breathe washing across his chin. ” Doing it myself would be no fun.” he mumbled at her in a mock frustrated tone. Christmas was quickly becoming his favorite holiday.
Length: 850 <- ew. Notes: sexy sleepover indeed! Wearing: i48.tinypic.com/2hpq6i8.jpg Music: Momentum BY The Hush Sound
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Post by lily ellanore gravestone on Jan 7, 2010 20:49:21 GMT -5
Lily wondered what kind of Christmas specials that Sebastian was watching that he was getting visions of this. She really couldn't remember any where something like this was going to happen. Then again she didn't watch Christmas specials all too often and she didn't tend to stray to more adult Christmas specials either. "I clearly wasn't watching the good specials if I didn't know anything like this was going on," Lily said. She probably wouldn't be able to watch Rudolph or Frosty or Santa Claus is coming to town again. Well this seemed like it was going to be worth it, and she was getting a little too old to watch Christmas specials anyway. She moaned softly again as his lips moved over her neck and her jawline. Attention on her neck was something that was always welcoming. She loved attention on her neck and she liked being touched and held. She just thoroughly enjoyed being spoiled. "Really because right now it looks like you're the one who's taking advantage of me since you're the one who's on top of me right now, and how am I ever supposed to get a big strong man such as yourself up off of little ol' me?" she asked him laughing. She was kept quiet when his lips found hers again. It was always a pleasant time kissing Sebastian. He knew exactly what he wanted and how to get it. It was so much better then kissing a bumbling fool or someone who was timid. She felt his hand go up her skirt and she wondered what he was going to do next, but she knew that it was either going to be now or never when it came to turning the tables on him.
Lily figured that Sebastian would approve of the break that his elbow was getting. Stiff muscles weren't all that fun and the only purpose that they served was getting a massage from someone later. She laughed as she saw the expression on his face when the hat went over his eyes. She wasn't entirely sure if she was doing something right as he didn't seem to do much but move his hands onto her thighs. It was better then nothing though. Lily hadn't been expecting to be pulled forward by mentioning that maybe he should take some more of her little outfit, if you could even call it an outfit, off. She would have thought that would have been fun for him to do, but apparently not as he said that if he were to do it himself then it wouldn't be any fun. Though she knew that she could make it even longer if she were the one who were taking off her own clothes which might have been what he wanted anyway. "Awe you don't want to unwrap your Christmas present," Lily asked pouting at him. She kissed him again and slipped her tongue inside his mouth moving against his. She pulled away before kissing him again, this time shorter, and repeating the process each kiss getting shorter then the last until the kisses were reduced to mere pecks. She pulled out of his grasp and stretched back up into a sitting position. She played with her bra strap moving it up and down over her shoulders slowly before letting it fall around her arm. She did the same on the other side but kept it on her body still. It would be a little difficult for her to get the skirt off without getting off of him which she kind of didn't want to do at the moment.
Lily slowly moved further away from him, still straddling his legs. She slowly undid his belt and then the button on his jeans. She pulled down the zipper slowly. Her hands moved up his chest and back down again before moving down to the hem of his jeans. Lily pulled his jeans off his hips and pushed them off of him leaving him only in his boxers. She moved up and straddled his hips again in the same place that he was before. Lily leaned forward her head hovering inches above his. She bit her lip as she tried to decide what to do to him next or what to say next. She needed to do something before it looked like she was distracted. She kissed him again to grab his attention and place it back on her in case his mind had wandered. She pulled up as she pulled away from the kiss so that she could illustrate her next words. "You see this little red suit," Lily asked moving her hands down over the sides of her body. "If you want it to come off," Lily began before moving her lips to her ear. "You have to take it off yourself."
status done tagged sebastain notes lmao it certainly seems that way outfit here lyrics it ends tonight by all american rejects credit template/banners mine
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Post by ceilo on Jan 9, 2010 19:56:06 GMT -5
YOU GOT MY MIND IN THE GUTTER WHEN WE'RE TOUCHING ON EACHOTHER
[/b] There was an art to foreplay, of course you could always cut right to the chase. But Sebastion found that as being no fun. So he’d had himself trained, to not show blatantly how he felt about what was unfolding. At least not if he was happy about it, or excited, or aroused. Of course if anything that was occurring was undesirable he would let it be known in a polite way. But women where always out to please, it was just programmed into them to please. And they liked to know what they where doing was getting to whoever they where doing it too. And so, by shear brilliance it clicked with our boy Sebastion. If they don’t know, they’ll keep trying. Sure it might be sort of a cruel trick. And not to say in the current situation he wasn’t, with Lily balanced on top of him, with a spectacular angle of her curves and how well she filled the hollow shell of the bra, was undesirable. In fact that would be the complete opposite. He was aroused by this, and as if to make matters worse, Sebastion had a sort of weak spot for moaning. It really got him going. It was just that he thoroughly enjoyed this form of teasing. He liked when she switched things up on him, like she did so often. He liked how she knew just how to taunt him, and how she tried to manipulate thing in her favor. She was just trying to please him, I mean she was his gift after all right? (Gifts don’t get much better by the way). So why shouldn’t he be able to enjoy it to full the full extent. But it would seem, she seemed disturbed almost by his lack of outward emotion to the events preceding. But with luck that would all change soon, because she was testing him. This time almost dominant in the way she kissed him. Of course he complied without hesitation, mimicking the movement of her own mouth against his. Her lips where always so soft, he liked the feeling of them against his.”Mmm, not at all love.” he corrected after she had finished, and straightened back up. ”I’m just enjoying it, all the build-up comes from unwrapping your present. So..” Sebastion taunted, pulling her back down to him, letting his lips graze the skin of her neck lightly, and letting them rest for a brief moment just below her ear, before finishing his statement. ”I’m just making it last.” a wicked grin pulled back his lips as he released his grip. The exaggerated dimple on his cheek intensify the imp like grin.
Of course, Lily couldn’t even give him the decency of collecting himself before playing with the thin straps on her shoulders. He eyed the slender tips of her fingers as they toyed about with the strips. Brushing them off the side of her shoulders so they dangled uselessly against her arm. The area across her sternum and collarbone uninterrupted by the velvet red. Before he could say anything about her tempting, he felt a shift in her weight, sliding lower down on his legs, from hips, to thighs, to knees. Her hands tracing lines down his chest before the clink of his belt buckle against the button of his jean, and the familiar scratch of leather against denim. With his jeans being tugged off him, he assisted by moving his legs, only slightly, to kick them off. Without the restrictions of the stiff denim against him, it was harder to hide the obvious arousal. And she crawled right back on top of him, her inner thighs rubbing against him as she settled herself in all the right ways. Sebastions could feel his hips tense, although all of his body stayed settled against the bed. As Lily gave him his cue. And you didn’t have to tell Sebastion twice. He allowed his hand to slide off her thighs, pressing the heels of his palms into the soft off the mattress he slid himself out from under her, Sebastion was amused by her instructions, but still fine with taking out her orders. Without the restrictions of Lily’s body hovering over him, he was able to slide his arms around her. His left arm slid daintily around her waist, resting at the epicenter of her spine, and pulling her towards him so her stomach was pressed against him. He traced the curve of her shoulder with his lips.
His right hand moved idly across the planes of her back. Fingers dwindling on the raised edge of her bra, tracing the stitching to the clasp on her back. Skilled fingers pulled the hooks in opposite directions. So he felt the clothe go slack and the strap that had been resting against her arms fall to hook on her elbows. He loosened the pull on his left arm, to tug off the garment from her arms. Flexing his arm again to pull her back, his right palm now preoccupied with cupping her jaw, as his lips crushed against hers. It was always so funny how disorderly things become when it comes down to crunch time. And yet Sebastion moved with Lily in an almost elegant way. Twisting to his right, so Lily’s body dipped with his, it was his turn to be on top. Resting her lightly against the mattress. Sliding out his arm from under her, as not to create an inconvenient uncomfortableness. Moving his lips away from hers, to move In rotation with the arch of her neck. His hands sliding unchecked down her body, to her hips, where his thumbs ran beneath the hem of her skirt. Her legs where folded off to the side, from the sudden switch in positions. And in a series of coordinated motions Sebastion pushed his hand, almost greedily into the skirt, dislodging it from her hips, and sliding it down the curve of her thighs, across the smooth angle of her knees, and finally away from her body completely.
It was scary how sex changed a person’s perspective on things, like when by accident, you see someone naked. You automatically avert your eyes. When seeing someone so unguarded is a premeditated event you can’t help but stare at their body. And with Sebastion and Lily being the type of friend they where, there was no shyness between them, no awkwardness in the way they moved. And although outside it was gray, light still managed to filter through the drawn shades. Giving the room an eerie glow, that only made the shadow’s of Lily’s body seem sharper and more pronounced. After surveying the goods Sebastion rested himself on top of her, easing her legs apart with his own so his body could sink into the divide created. His hand where pushed into the bed. So his spine created an arc up, with elbows locked he eyed Lily. ”Is it my turn now?” he provoked her.
Length: 1200 Notes: It's all good fun though ;] Wearing: i48.tinypic.com/2hpq6i8.jpg Music: Momentum BY The Hush Sound
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Post by lily ellanore gravestone on Jan 9, 2010 21:25:54 GMT -5
Everything was heightened. This was the one thing that Lily enjoyed more then anything else when she was with Sebastian in this manner. She always put away what she considered to be her 'real' self when Kaleb was out of town. She didn't want his Lily to be ruined by the world that she lived in. Her world completely ruined the type of person that Kaleb got to know. It turned them into mindless clones of their mothers who trained them how to find a husband based on standing rather then love. They taught them how everything was beneath them and they deserved whatever they wanted no matter what the cost was. There was no boundaries in that world and that was not the perosn that Kaleb had come to know. He was never going to know how she acted when he was gone or how she was with Sebastian or that she pretended to be everything that she hated in her world so that the world wouldn't get to that favorite part of her. The part that was willing to runaway with him and to forget everything she had ever known. She wished that she could tell him those words. There was something holding her back though. That one little bit of fear that kept preventing her from saying those words every time that Kaleb had to pick up and leave town again. It was a fear that he would say no and that he would be actually leaving her and she would know that he was leaving to get away from her and that was something that she could never ever know. If she knew that then she would be devestated and she knew that she would be lost to the world that she was trying to leave for good. She would rather have to go through the pain of him leaving all the time if she still got to be the person that he saw even if it was for a brief amount of time. It was that little glimmer of hope that she was going to be able to eventually break free from the world. It was probably the reason why she never persued something more with Sebastian. He was their world. He was perfect in it. He would be the perfect match. Their wedding would be the wedding of the decade if not the century. It would be the talk of the year. The must go to event. But that was everything that she was trying to leave behind which was the subconcious reason that she was never persuing something other then what they were doing right now.
Lily could tell that he was enjoying himself now though. She was too if she was being honest. What man didn't enjoy being pampered by a woman as she undressed him in Christmas lingerie of all things. She could feel him tense and she could see his arosual as she slid off his jeans. Lily couldn't deny the fact that she had gotten such a reaction out of him seeing as she didn't feel like she had done very much in order to get such a reaction. Either she was doing an excellent job or he was desperate for a lay. Though Sebastian was not the desperate type. She knew that with his charm that he could get any girl that he wanted and she also knew that if things got really bad that he could always use that money of his and find himself a classy little hooker if such a thing could even exist. So it was just a slight little ego boost to her and it had made her say those words about unwrapping the gift with more confidence and seduction then if she had not seen any sort of reaction from him. She always thrived off of things like that. If she didn't get little hints as to what he wanted, Lily would lose faith in herself a bit and woudln't know what else to do to make him feel good. She could feel the slightest move Sebastian made underneath her. Her fingers tracing all the shapes and muscles on his torso. She could feel him against her thighs. She was thinking of what else she could do since he just seemed to be lying there. She didn't want things to get awkward as they were staring at each other half naked. That could get real awkward real fast. Though Sebastian knew what he wanted or at least seemed like he was going to do something now as he moved out from underneath her.
The smooth fabric of the down comforter felt cool against her thighs as Sebastian pulled her closer to him. Their bodies pressed against one another not letting any other space between them. She shuddered slightly as she felt his hand on her back. She half expected him to kiss her again and she was right, but just not in the place she was expecting. Lily gasped as she felt Sebastian's lips first touch against the sensitive skin at the base of her neck and the move to trace the shape of them. She loved small things like that. It was such a turn on for something tender like that be slipped into what they were doing. She had been with men before who had simply not thought about anything like that in which she would end things rather abrubtly and send them on their way not bothering to waste anymore time with them. She was so caught up in the feelings that she had almost over looked the fact that her bra was being slipped right out from underneath her. She could remember how the first time when she felt so awkward naked in front of him, and while a little bit of that nervousness would alway stay with her, she was more comfortable now then she was back then. Besides when you were distracted by a kiss you kind of forgot all about the fact that you were topless. Lily's fingertips were on both sides of Sebastian's jaw, softly touching the skin as he kissed her. Her mouth moved against his pressing against him leaning in more then she was before being drawn to him by one simple kiss. Sebastian was moving flawlessly with her. Nothing felt disjointed. She was moved softly to the bed again and it almost felt like he was laying her down to go to sleep. His next actions though were not keeping up with that feeling though as she felt his hands move up her skirt. coupled with the attention on her neck, she couldn't help but moan louder then before. "Sebastian," She moaned her back arching pressing into him for a second. The anticipation of everything was making her feel things stronger then they actually were and even just feeling his hands on her hips was making her lose it a little bit. She felt the velvet of her skirt move against her smooth legs and off her body. She was left in nothing more then red lace panties and stockings. The rest of her body was on display for him.
Feeling Sebastain move in between her brought her attention back. Her hands rested on his chest as he came closer to her. She smiled at him realizing that had she not been shown that other side of the world, that she would have been perfectly content with this for the rest of her life, but until she knew that for sure that she was never going to be able to have that other world, she wasn't going to be happy in this one. "Awe I don't get anymore attention," She said softly not serious. Her hands moved slowly down his torso to the waistband of his boxers and she was about to move them when she heard her phone go off in her bag by his dresser. She swallowed recognizing the ringtone. Certain people had a certain ringtone and as the 3 Doors Down Song kept playing she was finding it harder and harder to not go and answer it. "I have to get that," She said quietly moving and sliding out from underneath him. She felt horrible but it might have been an emergency and she hadn't heard that ringtone in so long because the idiot repelled technology and killed it with such little ease. She went to her bag and easily fished out the device. She covered her chest with one arm as if Kaleb could see what she was doing on the other line. "Oh what am I going to do with you? How are we ever going to catch up with you if you're sleeping the days away?" she laughed at him. "Oh that's not true! You told me that the damn thing doesn't just jump out of the ground by itself. I'm surprised the phone still works." Lily was trying to keep her words as vague as possible. This didn't look good no matter what, but she was going to try and make it as painless as possible. "Tomorrow afternoon. I promise. I gotta go though, ok. I miss you. See you soon. I love you." Lily disconnected the call and turned off the phone. She felt horrible as she stood back up and went back to Sebastian's bed. What in the world was she doing. She was so torn. She laid on her side making sure there was no distance between them as she wrapped her arms around his neck. She kissed his lips before settling her head against his chest. "I'm so sorry," she told him softly meaning the words even if she couldn't look in his eyes at the moment.
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Post by ceilo on Jan 9, 2010 23:13:47 GMT -5
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[/b] There where so many things that could have happened. That could have, but Lily pushed the wrong button by getting up. When she crept from under Sebastion, he immediately frowned. When her phone went off, he had continued to work his lips across her neck, back to her own mouth where his tongue would slip against her’s. But she had stopped, and the mood shifted. And that’s all it took, that one move. He could have understood, if maybe the conversation had been serious, and emergency. But from Lily’s side, it wasn’t. Not in the least like talking to an old friend who had called her up just to chat. And how it ended bothered him too. Sebastion felt disrespected, and that was not an easy thing to do. He didn’t take too many things personally, but this he did. And what made it worse was, that he could guess who was on the other end. More than aggravated by the shallow way she slipped away from him, in the middle of what they where doing. Sebastion understood, fully the grounds of their relationship. Lily and his that is. But it always seemed that Lily demanded the attention, his full attention. And that’s what he gave her. His full attention, all of it, he even put up with her chasing off girls, some he might of actually clicked with. And he took it with a big smile and a few jokes. But apparently he didn’t have those rights, the rights to Lily’s full attention. No, of course not, it didn’t work that way. And she knew she was wrong, he could tell. By the way she crawled back, curled against him. Kissed him, one where he did not return the pressure of her lips. And then she apologized, she seemed to be doing a lot of that today. Sebastion wasn’t at all jealous at this point, he was just pissed. And as she lay there, with her head resting lightly on his chest, bobbing with the rhythm of his breathing. Inhale, exhale. He thought of what he could possibly say, or do. That would not seem ill-tempered. But then again, why should he be so considerate, when obviously Lily was not. Or maybe she was, she just wasn’t in this situation. He didn’t want to be an asshole, Sebastion never wanted to be an asshole, sometimes it just happened like that. Sometimes he couldn’t help but be, and right now, he really didn’t feel like watching his mouth or how he acted. And so he suspected the evening was not going to go as smooth as he planned. And Lily might not be staying the night. With the hand opposite of Lily, he brought it to his temple, rubbing it idly, running his fingers across his scalp, brushing back the disheveled hair on his head. Straightened by the comb of his nails, he ran his palm down across his eyes, over his nose and pinching off at his lips. Sighing, he rolled away from Lily. Throwing his legs over the side of the bed, so his feet pressed into the hardwood.
Without glancing at Lily Sebastion stood, making his way towards the door. Scooping his clothes off the floor. Blowing out the candle that was melted down to a pool of translucent wax, and clicking off the stereo, which was on track two of the repeating CD. Shrugging into his jeans, that had been off for less than ten minutes. Placing his belt back into the appropriate notch, he put his arms through their appropriate sleeves, although he did not button up the bleached shirt. Dom whined to him from the kitchen, Sebastion wasn’t really sure to do with himself at this point, he was just trying to keep his mouth shut. When he was an asshole, he could say some pretty low things, and even though Lily had just basically shut him down, he still didn’t want to be a huge bastard to her. Or at least he was going to try not to be. He had something he wanted to say, but it was one of those thing you knew you weren’t allowed to. Of course he had it loaded on his tongue, Lily would have to be careful about how she played this one off. Sebastion shuffled uselessly through his apartment, unsure of what Lily was doing, and at this point. Not caring too much. He put away the groceries he had hunted down earlier. Releasing Dom from his kennel. The stubby puppy vibrating with happiness, scratching at the ground by the patio door. Sebastion let the little wrinkled ball out, where the dog went about his business before coming back to the window and whining about the cold. The sky had gotten darker, and the wind had picked up, little droplets of water began to splatter lightly on the cement walls of his makeshift backyard. It was really more like an artificial garden in truth. Dom waddles inside, then proceeded to sniff about the complex. When Sebastion shut the door the precipitation began to splatter against the glass pane.
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Post by lily ellanore gravestone on Jan 10, 2010 0:15:05 GMT -5
Lily knew that she was in deep. She shouldn't have answered the phone but she had this feeling that something bad was going to happen. She couldn't explain it and she didn't expect Sebastian to understand. She had honestly waited for him to shove her away. She didn't know what to say. She felt horrible, but how was she supposed to ignore the phone call? Sebastian didn't know the relationship. Kaleb hardly ever called unless Lily called first. Normally he only called if it had been some long time or if his phone was disconnected and he was letting her know that it was back or if there was an emergency. With the first two not being a reason it just had to be the emergency. She knew as soon as she heard Kaleb's voice though that she was screwed. It wasn't an emergency. She tried to keep things as quick as she could though. Promising him that she would see him tomorrow afternoon seemed to be the easiest way to accomplish that. Then again that probably seemed like it was going to be a slap in the face to Sebastian but she didn't mean it to be that way. She was trying to get back to him as soon as possible since this wasn't an emergency. She just didn't know what to do. If it had been anyone else she could have ignored it. Everyone else called her regularly enough that she would know that it wouldn't be an emergency. This only proved more that she didn't belong in the world she was born into.
Lily wanted to cry when Sebastian moved about putting everything to an end in the room. She knew that it was all her fault and she knew that she had hurt him which was about ten times worse to her. She didn't want to hurt him. She was tired of hurting and she was tired of hurting the people that she cared about. She was a horrible friend and she knew it. She let him leave though let him cool off as she tried to think about what she should do. Should she do anything? Should she leave? No. She couldn't leave. She would feel like she was abandoning him if she had done that. She didn't want to leave him until he understood that she didn't want to hurt him and that this wasn't a case of her choosing Kaleb over him. She went to her bag and slipped on a tank top and a pair of VS sweatpants. She looked back at her ruin present. How could things change so quickly? Why did she have to be so self destructive? Why couldn't she think before she acted? Why did she always have to do this stupid stuff? She looked at herself in his mirror quickly. She dabbed off the small amount of tears and applied the necessary make up to fix the mess the tears had caused. She pushed back her hair off of her shoulders and went out to the main room to find him.
Lily didn't like the way that he was staring out the window. He was quiet and still and she didn't like that. It didn't really matter what she liked though. She had no right to have any opinion on what he was doing. She had caused all this so she shouldn't be happy at the moment. She moved closer to him but there was still a great distance between them. She was almost tripped by an energized puppy. She bent down and she pet the little puppy. He was so adorable. She petted the little adorable thing as she tried to think about what to say to his owner. She was surprised that the dog didn't hate her. After all, weren't dogs supposed to be a good judge in character and be protective of their owners? She certainly shouldn't be passing any of those tests at the moment. She stood back up and walked over to Sebastian. She stood behind him as she didn't think that she could actually look at him. She feared that she would see a look of hate across his face and she didn't want to know that that hate was directed towards her. Lily tried to find even the smallest bit of courage that would help her say the things that she needed to say.
"I'm sorry," She said as her hands went out to lay on his shoulders. She tried to prevent them from shaking but she was so scared and nervous that she couldn't help it. "I didn't think that it wasn't going to be an emergency. It's the only time that he ever calls is when it's important, I swear. I'm not just saying this, Sebastian." Her hands moved softly down his back and she tried to get them to stop shaking but she couldn't, but doing something with them seemed to be a better idea then to have them doing nothing at her side. She wanted to show him that he meant something to her even if she wasn't entirely sure what that something was. She felt horrible for doing this and she needed him to understand that she hadn't done it lightly. "The phone is off, Sebastian. My whole world is now in this apartment, and if you still want it, my attention is completely yours for as long as you want it, even if you want it through tomorrow." She was doing something that she had never done before. She was offering time that she had promised to Kaleb to him if he wanted it, and it wasn't because she thought he would say no and that she would still spend time with Kaleb. If he honestly wanted the time with her she would call Kaleb back and say that she couldn't spend time with him tomorrow. Lily had messed up and whenever she messed something up, she was going to do whatever it took to fix it.
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Post by ceilo on Jan 10, 2010 0:58:59 GMT -5
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[/b] all, the soft patter of feet on the floor. Dom had discovered there was someone in the apartment beside Sebastion and was quick to investigate it. The English bulldogs nose stuck to the floor, sniffing about in a nosey fashion as his wrinkles bunched at his face. Sebastion was tempted to call him back, then again there was a fifty percent chance Dom would just continue about, grunting in an ugly fashion as he attempted to find the spare person. The door to his room creaking over, and the hallway boards creaking as customary. The heater clicked on, causing the room to almost shudder slightly. The splatters on the window had become a little more violent. The drops increasing in size, so when they fell on the glass they dripped slowly down. Outside seemed dreary, and Sebastion felt slightly melodramatic just staring out the window. But he was just trying to calm himself down.
There was a tension in the air, when Lily finally did show up. Sebastion only knew because the grunting and grumbling of Dom in his searched had ended and the patter of his nails on the wood picked up in excitement. Sebastion still didn’t turn around, he was still royally pissed about what had just happened. But he could see her reflection in the mirror. She wasn’t smiling her usually cheerful smile. The dimples on her cheek where nonexistent, and the rain outside just made her look more pitiful. Sebastion got a sort of thrill out of this, it made him happy she felt bad. Because she had done something wrong and she knew it, he was glad she knew. That made him feel right, like he had a good reason to be mad. And he almost smirked, but that would had been rude, and he was bigger than that, bigger than the cruel way normal people fought. But what made him so better than average? That was the problem with this relationship though, there was no way to handle fights like this properly, while Sebastion clearly had a reason to be irritated, Lily might not fell like he had a strong point. In fact that is how she probably felt. It was all about her anyway.
Sebastion stiffened when he felt her hand on his shoulder, the flesh where she touched warming up in degrees and the muscles beneath it bunching up in a contraction as he tensed. He did not feel like being touched right now. As she apologized he again restrained the urge to roll his eyes, turn around and tell her what he really thought. Lily was someone who didn’t take criticism well. But Sebastion didn’t understand, if he only called in an emergency, that seemed awfully shallow, he didn’t call to check up on her, see how she was? He was never in town, he traveled around with a carnival, or was it a circus? How did Lily even know that’s what he was really doing? And Sebastion was sure Kaleb would not have been pleased had he known what Lily was up to just moments before their conversation. This whole thing was stupid, and yet there was one thing Sebastion struggled to understand. Lily had said ”I love you” how could Lily possibly love someone, who obviously did not love her as strongly back? He didn’t care too much about that. Sebastion was not someone who believed strongly in love. He sighed again, the carbon sliding past his lips and clouding on the window, creating a little fogged bubble. The muscles in his back contracting as her hands moved. He could feel the tremble in her fingers, and it only caused him to stiffen more. The tension was frustrating Sebastion. Now she had his attention, after all it he now had her attention. But he shook his head slowly, feeling his hair bob against his ears and slide against his cheek. ”No.” Sebastion exhaled. ”You have a promise to keep tomorrow.” He mumbled bitterly. Using a hand to push back his hair. ”You don’t have to stay. The room was quiet minus the smack of rain against the glass, even Dom was quiet which was rare for the little animal. ”I guess I’ll just hear from you when Kaleb leaves, again.” Sebastion stated as more of a fact than anything else, being sure to stress the ‘again’. He was at the point where he was just trying to get to Lily more. Sebastion at his worst.
Length: 800 Notes: Mean Seb Time -.- Wearing: i48.tinypic.com/2hpq6i8.jpg Music: Momentum BY The Hush Sound
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Post by lily ellanore gravestone on Jan 10, 2010 1:53:31 GMT -5
Lily probably wasn't making things better for herself. She could feel Sebastian tensing underneath her soft fingers. She couldn't help it though. She was always a fan of contact. She felt that the physical actions were more genuine then the words that people would spew out. It was easier to lie through words then it was through actions. She wanted to him to know that he mattered to her. She didn't display the same kind of affection to everyone. Each person had a different type of relationship with her. Lily was incredibly complex and her complexities confused her on an almost daily basis. She couldn't help it though. She couldn't choose one over the other, at least not yet, but she knew that if one forced her to choose, that she would choose the other. She shouldn't have to be made to choose. She had known both men a long time almost the same amount of time, but she still felt like neither of them knew her fully. It was like she was living a double life and everything was catching up with her. She should have seen this coming, but no one ever said that Lily Gravestone was ever one to think through her actions. She had always been the type of person to act first and think later. She acted on her whims and didn't care too much for conventions or rules. Even in her world with Sebastian she would go back against what she was taught to by her mother and have her own little party with him and some other friends. She would continuously be escorted by Sebastian and yet there was never a 'satisfactory relationship' between the two of them to please her parents. The more she thought about it, the more Lily realized that she stopped caring what other people thought and that when she wasn't careful about it, that it was going to hurt the people that she cared about most, like right now with Sebastian. He told her that he didn't have to stay. She wasn't going to give him the easy way out by just leaving. "I'm not going anywhere with you like this," Lily said. She was not the kind of girl to walk away from anything undone. Her father had raised her better then that.
Even though she had no right to be, Lily was angry. She didn't want to have an argument with Sebastian at the moment. He was making that increasingly harder to avoid with each word and she was not happy about it. He had to have been saying these things because he was hurt at the moment and she was the one who had done the hurting. She knew that was what this was all about. He wouldn't normally be saying stuff like this to her. She had to have hurt him in some exceptional way, but that was still no excuse for him to attack Kaleb. Someone who had never even done anything to him. The only time that Lily could remember Kaleb spending a vast amount of time with Sebastian would have been her Cotillion which was nearly seven years ago, and while she loved Sebastian there was no way that it would have been appropriate for her to have a fourteen year old boy to be her escort, so in order for her to have some fun, she had snuck Kaleb by her mother. So she never quite fully understood why this was all happening at the moment. It wasn't as if she was Sebastian's girl or Kaleb's girl. She was her own girl. Neither of them were allowed to be jealous since neither of them confessed any sort of feeling to her or intentions. In her mind, Neither should feel like they had any sort of claim to her. "Well if you really want to go there." This wasn't going to be pretty but maybe it was just going to be necessary. She removed her hands from him and tugged his one shoulder hoping that it would get him to turn around and face her as she said her next few words.
"Who the hell are you to judge him?" She began her eyes set in a fixed angry stare. "Not everyone is lucky enough to be born into money, to marry into money, or to luck into it! So God forbid he find something that makes him happy to earn his way in the world right? I might not like that he leaves all the time, but at least I know that he's happy, and that's good enough for me." She hated that there was such a division between everything. It was driving her absolutely mad. She was tired of this. She wanted it all to end and yet she knew that it wasn't going to be that simple. "And as for having to wait for him to leave to be with you, I'm not going to put that line down! But if you want it there, just say the word and it will go there, but I will not be forced by anyone to choose between him and whoever feels like they're being slighted by my friendship with him, because that's all it is, whether you want to believe it or not! You of all people should be able to understand what it's like to have a relationship with someone that cannot be explained with a single label. Do I make myself clear?"
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Post by ceilo on Jan 10, 2010 2:38:39 GMT -5
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[/b] He wasn’t making her choose, she was misreading this situation entirely. But now that she had initiated the argument completely by fighting back, it was on. And she said exactly what Sebastion wanted her too. This was the thing he had loaded from the beginning. The thing he’d wanted to say ever since had heard about the Kaleb situation, but had kept his mouth shut because Lily was apparently happy about it. It only took such a little thing as Sebastion being pushed aside, although it was a delicate situation. You don’t exactly get up in the middle of stuff like that to answer a phone call for the ”main guy’ to make plans for the following day, while the other guy is stuck waiting idly nearly naked where said girl used to be, and you know how Sebastion knew he was the other guy. If he had called, Lily wouldn’t have answered. It stung to know the truth, but then again he was about to have fun with this fight, get out everything he had been thinking, and it would only take a few measly sentences.
When she tugged on him, he did turn. But slowly, nonchalantly as if what she had to say did not interest him. But when she did go on, Sebastion couldn’t help but smirk. The condescending smile blaring down at her as she spoke. Lily was small, but she was angry. And almost sad, she was defending him, defending Kaleb against what she WAS! Like how his life was what she wanted. How absurd, but it made sense, Lily always wanted something she couldn’t have, and she couldn’t have Kaleb’s life. She couldn’t just abandon everything, because she wouldn’t make it. She couldn’t live without the money, without the people, without the glamour that came with their lifestyle. And still she despised it, despised it to the point where she was willing to mask what was really going on, by using cover-ups like Sebastion. Acting completely normal and dignified as always. Just like Mother and Father would like it. That was his purpose in the first place to impress her parent. So they thought she was a sensible young women, that they had been successful in raising a logical well define, dignified young lady. And here she was, switching back and forth between their world, and the life of someone unsure of what they wanted.
”I’m not judging love.” Sebastion cooed to her, his tone completely void of the affection it had held earlier, it had a slight condescending tone to it. ”I’m stating fact.” he grunted in monotone. Everything about Sebastion right now was on the defensive. His posture was cocky and sure. Conceited with himself, because Lily had just set herself up. Sebastion crossed slowly across the room, standing idly by the couch where he had thrown his jacket, his back to Lily, he moved the jacket aside, turning back to face her. The smirk back, in all of it’s cruelty. ”So you acknowledge he’s happier when he’s gone, so apparently he must not be as happy when he’s with you?” It was an extremely inappropriate thing to say, sure. But it was an effectively harsh thing to say. And again his arms crossed. It seemed as he argued he puffed himself up more, making himself bigger. “Or else he’d be here right now, and you wouldn’t have to answer his phone calls, because you wouldn’t be in bed with me. You’d be with him.” Sebastion eyed her. Gave her something to think about. ”I’m not labeling anything Lily. I’m telling you precisely what’s happening.” he was angry now, although he was not angry in the slightest his voice held a very baroque sternness.
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Post by lily ellanore gravestone on Jan 10, 2010 3:28:42 GMT -5
Lily tried to make it seem like this was not getting to her that Sebastian's words didn't sting with every single syllable that left his lips, but it was. It was taring her apart. Someone else was telling her the things that she didn't want to hear. Someone was giving her fears a voice and even though it wasn't coming from Kaleb himself, they might as well be as this point. She trusted Sebastian was the only person who came close enough to being as close to her as Kaleb was, even if it was in a different way with different side of her. Sebastian had just as big a chance as Kaleb did to get her to do something and to get her to listen to reason. She felt like the floor she was standing on was gone. how could Sebastian tell her such things. Didn't he understand what his words were doing to her? Of course he did. He wanted to do this to her. He wanted to cause her same pain she had inflicted on his ego by answering the phone call. "That's not what that means Sebastian. Like everyone else you have it all wrong. If he was happier without me, then he wouldn't always come back. I wouldn't be the first person that he sees when he comes back even above his own family. So thank you for proving like everyone else, that you have no clue what you are talking about! Lily hated when people were telling her things like they knew exactly what was going on when really they didn't have the slightest clue. It drove her absolutely mad. He was just feeding her anger and he didn't understand why he wanted her this angry, hurt she could understand but not angry.
"Shut up," She yelled at him. She didn't want to even begin to think about what Kaleb would think about her if he found out that she was sleeping with Sebastian, someone who wasn't even her boyfriend. True Kaleb didn't judge people, but that didn't mean that she didn't have butterflies in her stomach every time she gave the thought a little bit of attention. She hadn't followed him to the couch. She had stayed where she was. Distance, for the first time in Lily's life, sounded like a good idea. She wanted to throttle Sebastian or hit him or something. She had never been so angry before. She hated feeling like this. She hated that he tried to understand something that he didn't know the first thing about. Even worse, he was trying to make her feel bad for her relationship with Kaleb, just like everyone else who was telling her that she wasn't supposed to be friends with him because he wasn't good enough for her. The truth of the matter was for, that she wasn't good enough for him. He was always honest with her and Lily came from a world where acting and lying were part of the everyday norm. Sebastian's words made that part of their friendship sound wrong, like she shouldn't be in his bed for whatever reason or that he was treating her like some cheep whore and she didn't like that. She walked over to him and stood closer then she probably should have but she was going to make sure things were clear. "Sounds to me that you're just scared he's going to take me away from you, and you're just taking it out on me."
Of course Sebastian wasn't going to listen to her warning about shutting up. She had had just about enough of his smug arrogance when really he was just being a smug and arrogant jackass. "Shut up!" She yelled again after he said that he was speaking the truth. She pushed as hard as she could against him. Her fear and the anger generated by that anger was behind it. Words were again failing her so maybe she should speak in a language that she liked better, actions.
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Post by ceilo on Jan 13, 2010 0:37:26 GMT -5
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[/b] Lily was very narrow minded, she had a sever case of tunnel vision. Coming from the perspective of a biased party. That party being Sebastion. Of course when you are angry at something you find ways to hurt the opposite person. Make them feel like you feel. You say stuff you don’t mean, and then rub it in when you say it. Of course you don’t through and through mean what your saying. Such as if Sebastion where to go so far as to call out Lily as a bitch. Of course he would never do such a thing he tried to limit his profanities to men alone, but every now and then a guy can slip up. But in honestly, Lily was not at all a bitch. She was just confused to be honest, and she can say all she wants about this situation, but if Sebastion where to ask her right now what she wanted. Her answer would be a hesitant. I don’t know. Not that he could blame her, Life is a difficult thing to figure out. Most people aren’t satisfied with the things they’re given. Always wanting more, and more. That was Lily now, she wanted more than the life she knew, the one she’d been raised in. But what was so wrong with it/ Sebastion was content to live in this lavish life, having things handed to him for status alone. Library wings with his last name printed on a steel plate to be displayed. Awards casted at him for simply being his father’s son. It was something Sebastion enjoyed, the spotlight, the attention, the glamour. All of it was satisfactory to him, but not for Lily. No, she was never satisfied.
No clue what he was talking about/ This was a serious accusation. How did Lily have the first clue about what he knew. Obviously Sebastion had kept his mouth shut too tight. With a distasteful sneer pulling on his lips, the exaggerated smile meant only for such an argument was set on his face. ”You’re so caught up in your own world, you don’t even consider what people around you might feel.” He wasn’t exactly just pertaining to himself, but then again he was arguing his case so it was indirectly speaking about himself. ” Or what they might know. Word gets around, there’s no such thing as a real secret anymore Lily, and you need to stop convincing yourself that you and Kaleb’s relationship isn’t talked about.” He grunted at her, eying her from head to toe, wrinkling his nose as if looking at something mildly disgusting. ”I hate to be the breaker of bad news, but it delights me in this situation to inform you that people who love each other, make sacrifices. And right now, you’re the only one making any type of sacrifice.” Sebastion probably could have worded the last comment better, but he wasn’t exactly trying to charm someone off their feet, or work his magic. He was fighting someone, someone he cared about, and so brutal honest truth was an appropriate approach.
When she demand he shut up, Sebastion did chuckle lightly, the rich laughter bubbling in his throat in an almost cynical way. How old where they? Apparently not old enough, the command was brushed off with ease. ”Besides, like I stated before love. Kaleb must not be that great if you’re oh-so willing to rendezvous with me.” A single brow quirked at the allegation. In her direction where she seemed consumed in thought. Probably thinking over how to defend Kaleb more. Always defending him it seemed like. Lily appeared to have the short end of the relationship stick with this deal. When she went about to say Sebastion feared losing her, he shrugged. ”Oh yes Lily you caught me. I am absolutely terrified someone who is never here is going to take you away from me.” he spat at her, each word slid of his tongue laced with sarcasm. He threw her a glance sideways. ”Get real Lily. You aren’t the only girl in the world, as much as you’d like to believe it.” It was a terrible thing to say. Of course Sebastion was worried she’d get taken away, but then again he was casting all of his realities to the side to defend himself. Against what seemed like a wall, sometimes you had to hit a wall low to get it to crumble and that was all he was doing. Low blows.
The series of events following where unexpected, to put it delicately. As Sebastion shifted his weight to continue in his verbal harassment of Lily, her demanding shout caught his attention. Another flash of a pre-teen fight. But this command was accompanied by a shove. Not a playing teasing shove, the flats of Lily’s palms pressed into his arm, and he felt himself teeter dangerously to one side. Sebastion felt his knees buckle as his ever shifting weight began to descend backward. Instincts made him flail almost pathetically in search of something to grab onto, leverage himself with. His finger wound tightly around Lily’s wrist. Of the outsretched hand that had just assaulted him. He felt her weight shift forward as well. Beginning to fall towards the cool worn black leather of his sofa.
Length: 950 Notes: now it's gotten all physical ;] Wearing: i48.tinypic.com/2hpq6i8.jpg Music: Momentum BY The Hush Sound
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Post by lily ellanore gravestone on Jan 13, 2010 5:20:14 GMT -5
Sebastian was just as self destructive as she was. Whether or not he saw it was another thing entirely. He accused her of not being able to see the world around her unless it was suiting her but he was doing something that was worse or at least in her opinion. Sebastian always had this stupid need to push people away and Lily could never figure out why he had to always do that. He would be an ass and purposely say things that he shouldn't say because he knew that they would cause harm and therefore leave him alone again. Whenever he got like this, Lily would have to put on her armor and take everything that he said in stride knowing that he didn't mean everything that he said or at least he didn't mean it as much as it sounded like he meant it. She knew that everything he said was true in some ways but she still didn't think that all of it was completely true. "I know that they talk, Sebastian. They also talk about us but that doesn't stop me from being with you. Why does that even matter?" She had no clue what his plan was with a couple of statements like that. Was Sebastian starting to lose his momentum in this fight? was this finally going end. God she had hoped so. She didn't want to fight with him. She had honestly missed him and she wanted to spend the rest of the day with him. However now Lily knew what all of this was about when she heard him talking about love. She knew now that he was just trying to lash out at her because she had hurt him. She had seen him do something like this to other people. she hadn't been on the recieving end of it very often but now she was starting to recognize all the signs. "You're making assumptions again," Lily informed him when he was talking about how she was the only one who was making any sort of sacrafice. Lily didn't even think that she was making any sort of sacrafice to begin with. She was just being a good friend by encouraging him to follow whatever he wanted to do.
Lily looked at Sebastian like she didn't understand when he was talking about how she was willing to meet up with him. Of course she was willing to meet up with Sebastian. He was one of her closests friends. She was astounded by what he was saying. He truely didn't understand. Was he trying to guilt her into feeling bad for spending time with him? She wasn't sure. She was so confused now. "Sebastian . . what do you think is going on between me and Kaleb?" She was incredibly confused now. Did he think that they had some on again off again relationship? She would have hoped that he had more respect for her then that. Apparently not though, then again he was angry and was probably only saying things to try and hurt her. Lily didn't like how easily he could say that he didn't care if she was gone or not. That hurt more then anything else. Maybe it was because she was selfish, but mainly it was because she thought that he had held their friendship a little closer then that. She would have great difficulty saying something like that to him no matter what the circumstance. She tried to remember that he was just trying to hurt her, but it was hard. He had hit a chord with her and she was trying to not let her hurt turn into anger, but she wasn't that big of a person. "Really you don't care if I ever come back? Then why do you keep talking to me? Why do you keep meeting up with me? You're the 'amazing' Sebastian Creed. You think you can get any girl that you want. Yeah you obviously don't care." There was just no use in trying to reason with Sebastian when he was like this. She was going to have to try and come up with some other way to reach him to try and get him to understand that all of this was silly and that she was sorry and that she hadn't meant to hurt him. She had this feeling that Kaleb was going to be in town for a while. Much longer then usual. She had no reason why she was having this inclination. It was just one of those things, like she knew something bad was going to happen. Maybe it was whatever that was to come that was going to keep Kaleb. If that were true, then she was going to have to try and balance Sebastian and Kaleb out. She had never had to do that before. So this was going to be no small task. It was going to take a while to master.
The events that had led to being pulled onto the couch were fuzzy at best. Lily couldn't even remember what Sebastian had told her to cause her to shove him down. All she knew was that she felt herself being pulled down with Sebastian. His hand gripped tightly around his wrist. It hurt to say the least and she gasped due to the surprise of being pulled down and the tight grip around her wrist. She had landed right on top of him and the soft leather couch made noises in protest to their added weight. She was dangerously close to him again. Her lips were close to his again and she was remembering how his hands felt on her and how great it felt to just simply kiss him. Lily honestly wondered if Sebastian knew that he was really the only guy she would let get that close to her. She wondered if he knew that she had never gone as far as they had with Kaleb? Would telling him that make things better? No, probably not. She didn't think that brining up Kaleb again was the wisest idea. She was going to have to learn to keep them seperate. She would have to learn that when she was with one, that she couldn't even give the smallest thought to the other. Her eyes looked at his for a second before her lips covered his. Her lips moved against his in what could be described as an almost angry manner. She hated having a mixed feeling of emotions that she couldn't explain. Her free hand moved slowly up his bare chest up to the side of his face and back into his hair again. She pulled away from him breathing a little harder then normal. Her fingers moved through his hair idly as she wated for some sort of reaction from him. Was the kiss only going to anger him more? Was he going to be angrier at her? Was he going to push her off and tell her to get out? She could feel her heart beating against her ribs. She hated this part of their relationship. She hated the feeling of the unknown and while they never had things like this happen often in their relationship, whenever it did show up, it was always in a much more intense way then with any other of her relationships.
status done tagged sebastain notes well then i guess we'll just see if things stay physical lol outfit here lyrics it ends tonight by all american rejects credit template/banners mine
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Post by ceilo on Jan 22, 2010 0:00:26 GMT -5
TOO LATE TO START GOT YOUR HEART IN A HEADLOCK BUT I DON‘T BELIEVE ANY OF IT
[/b] Sebastion was already worn out with the fighting, it was not at all what he had wanted today to come to, but it couldn’t always go as planned that would be to deliciously simple. Nothing could ever go as smoothly as planned that just wasn’t how life worked. Then again, this was Lily we are referring to here. I mean she’s not exactly out there to mess things up, but something was bound to go wrong. This type of relationship is bound to explode anyway and Sebastion was fed up with it. He had simply ignored whatever she had to say. Of course she was concerned with what Sebastion thought, and maybe it was all because she had some demented view that Sebastion wanted Lily to be exclusively with him, this was contraire to what he really wanted. He just wanted her to know what was an appropriate thing to do and what was not. And frankly answering the phone, while your in the middle of foreplay isn’t exactly the most decent thing to do. Of course it’s not the worst but it was still the wrong button to push. And naturally maybe she hadn’t had known this, and know she did. But she was still all caught up in her world of everyone else is wrong, I am the only right one. Well that was wrong too, but again. Sebastion kept his mouth shut, jaw tensed and clamped together. Teeth grinding against each other as his muscles flexed. He really wished she would just take the hint and shut-up. Let him calm down, but she was after all just a women. They had to get the last word. So Sebastion was trying to be the bigger person in this situation. Not pout about it like a little kid anymore. Which was actually a feat for him considering he was just as stuck up as Lily, well not stuck up, just had an air of superiority, a childish stubborn demeanor that stayed with him. A minor personality disorder. Otherwise he was all smiles and joke, and the perfect faux mask of being a gentlemen. Currently though, not so much. Unconcerned with any of the things she blurted out at him, and to absorbed in his own thoughts to notice. Suddenly his decent was apparent. His center of balance thrown off, and Lily coming right down on top of him. The leather bunched around his leg, creasing against the weight scrunching slightly so he tipped idly to the side. Before he could correct the situation, he noticed Lily’s intense stare, strained on his face. And he couldn’t help but study hers. The sharp perfectly curved angle of her chin. The sharp cut of her cheeks, that made her glare seem more intense, and yet soft. The luscious gloss of her lips. And knowing them, they where going to kiss. Lily initiated it, pressing hard against Sebastion. Not just pressing the soft flesh against his mouth, but more like smashing. It was apparent she was still angry, and yet couldn’t help herself. Sebastion concealed a smirk, and allowed his lids to slide over his eyes, and he pressed urgently back. His spine curling away from the cushioned backing. Her hand on his chest, the skin of her palms cold, and her slender fingers just as chilly. Her nails grazed across his abdomen and across the bridge of his neck, knotting her fingers in an almost erotic fashion in his hair. When she pulled away, Sebastion was aware of her labored breathing, and he frowned. Deep lines creased his forehead, and his nose scrunched up. In a heavy sigh he glared angrily at her. Brows furrowed across his eyes. ”Why do you have to be like this?” he hissed at her. Finally his attention brought to the intensity of his grip on her wrist. He relaxed his fingers, a red mark was brushing across the fine tone of her skin. This just made him more irritated, why did she have to push him? He felt an almost pang of remorse looking at the blemish, although minor.
He was confused, was she angry still? Probably, this was just her way of dealing with it. Sebastion himself was still surrounded by an air of ferocity but he couldn’t help himself. He released her wrist and using his hand he placed them on either side of her rib cage, pulling her forward so they bumped noses but against crushed their lips together, sliding his arms across the back of her so they interlocked, each of his hands resting on the elbow of the opposing arm. Pulling her forward in an almost strangle hold against his chest. He could feel her back pop, and the rise and fall of her ribs as they expanded to accommodate the harsh intake of air. He bit attentively at her lower lip. It was a relief to channel his anger through physical contact, no wonder people fought physically. Of course Sebastionw ould never hit a girl, this was obviously a creative substitute. Relinquishing his awkward hold on her, he corrected there positioning. Using his hand to grip her left calve and switch it to his side so she was straddling him in a kneeling position, the weight balanced on her knees, where the leather sunk under the uneven placement of weight. All the while moving his mouth across her in a feverish manner. It would seem these two put together could never keep their clothes on for long. Just when they had gotten put back on, buttoned back up, or zipped back up they where coming undone again. Moving his hands from her claves, across her thigh, to her hips, he let his finger lead and slide under the thin fabric of her shirt. The clothe bunched at his wrists as he slid the flat of his palms in a sweeping motion across her the strong muscles of her stomach, flexed to support her precarious situation. Fingers dancing through the ridged of her rib cage, each dimple where the flesh dipped into a hollow and bulged around a sharp bone. Finger tips grazing the curve of her breasts idly. He felt greedy, still frustrated and confused. Unwilling to let Lily get to him, and still wanting to make perfect sense of this scene. It made his hands greedy and demanding. Ravenous for the warm sensation of her body under his fingertips.
Length: 1100 Notes: Sorry that took forever!! Wearing: i48.tinypic.com/2hpq6i8.jpg Music: Headlock BY Imogen Heap
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